Monday, June 23, 2008

Still Scard.......... Internally that is........

Although I deserve my black belt for my black belt testing, but, my internal pet peaves/scars is that I did not break the board with the step-reverse side kick which I was supposed to do. I have'nt gone to and tkd classes after the black belt testing, because I am way to scard because I did not break the board with that specific kick. Even if my instructer gave my black belt to me because I rightfully earned it I will still be scard.

Oh well......... I think I just need to get over it............

I think my instructer is going to give out the people who tested for their belts last week this week. I Will be so proud of myself if my instructer gives me my blackbelt in the upcoming classes I go to.

Remember I am going to give you directions for my youtube account and how to look for it as soon as I put my Black belt testing on it.

-Matthew Ryan Azevedo

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I am so proud of your continuing with your training. Matt, sticking with a goal is fantastic. The fact that you get anxious about it is natural. Everyone gets nervous about something they're trying to earn. Love you, always.